Wednesday, June 17, 2015

Decision Day

So Lucia went with me to my "second opinion" appointment today.  It was great getting to see her and spend some time with her.  Although Dr Kurtzhal was incredible and impressed us both I made the decision to stick with my UCSD team.  So many things have pointed me to this team and this decision that I feel very comfortable with it.  I asked God for clear signs and He certainly delivered so many that I know this is the right road for my journey.

Tests

I know I mentioned that I was having a tons of tests and scans on Friday but my surgeon's office changed things.  I guess they were never supposed to be scheduled that way since they all involve injecting me with dyes.  I guess those dyes but stress on the liver and kidneys since they have to filter it all back out so now I will be getting the MRI on Friday and then the CT scans, PT scan and ultra sound on Monday.  

Blessings

I have to give a shout out to the incredible women that I have the pleasure to work with.  They surround me with so much love and support that I find it overwhelming.  How wonderful to have two places of peace during my day.  I feel so safe and so loved at work and then of course coming home is my place of solace, quiet and renewal.  The girls have all offered me so many ways to help my day go smoother and how to help me on this journey.  They give me so much confidence that I just know we are all going to get through this with flying colors (and I am not talking about hair tint!).  I can't thank them enough and I am very, very thankful for the blessing of them in my life!  I love you all!

Blessings of laughter...side splitting, eyes tearing laughter!

Two days in a row now I have found myself almost sick with laughter.  First it was last night with Corey...I will not even begin to go into what the subject was but let's just say that we both share in having the sense of humor equivalent to that of a teenage boy!  We got laughing so hard that my side actually cramped up and was doubled over. Then today my "Ponce sisters" were in and once again my room at work was filled with hysterical laughter.  Tears were rolling down cheeks and I do believe I even snorted out loud a couple of times!  Such great medicine for me and I am smiling right now as I type just thinking about it.  Thank you ladies!  

3 comments:

  1. I'm happy to hear your decision to stay with your UCSD team. I agree that you were led to them for a reason and with such efficiency. Dr. Parker and her nurse practitioner were impressive not only with their genuine concern but their knowledge, clearly conveying all the information and options that lay ahead. You are in good hands! I know they gave you a lot of homework but just take one day at a time and stay focused. I want you to know i am 100% on your team and i am and will continue to cheer (pray) for you everyday. Go Bethie! xoxo

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  2. Hi Beth. Love and strength and peace to you from Fallbrook. Remember that Hannah and Bruce are both cancer survivors and I have every confidence that you will join their ranks. I know you are surrounded with so much help and support, but don't forget Bobbi and I are "retired" so we are available at odd moments during the day if you need something or just want to hang out. We love you!!!

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  3. Dear Beth, It is wonderful to read of your blessings. You always see the good. And it is good for your soul to snort out loud I am sure! My long distance hug and love, Susan

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